I' m LOST

I have been walking home for two days. In my journey of walking home, I thought of a lot of things in my life and I felt that I have lost a lot of things too. I lost of self of belonging, I lost financially, I lost my mind and myself.............................I have lost these much............I just wish for one thing, I wish I could lost with a better feeling.

Its all about your CHOICE!

Recently, I felt very upset...............its seem like many unpleasant ocassions happened to me.....warned by university administrator, car accident, friend conflicts, and lossing the sense of belonging within colleagues........not that......envy of people who smarter, richer, happier, friendlier and many more..........
But after a few days of thinking and linking all the unpleasant incidents, i found out one big conclusion or I should says an important and useful conclusion. I realised that, what happened to us or what we envy on others can be view in two perspectives. There are the 'ANGEL' side and 'DEMON' side. I have gone through the 'DEMON' side and yesterday I thought of to switch to the 'ANGEL' side on today. The result I got really amazed me, its really out of my expectation. I found out that I'm much more happier and I'm really enjoyed today with THEM. The things we does and the conversations we spoke throughout the day.

Moonlight Resonance - TVB's drama series

Characters -
Jo Bao, Ho Ma, Yan Hong (Hong Yi),
Kam Lou Tai (Jo Bao's mum),
Mui Ye Po (Kam Lou Tai's sis),
Ah Gong (Mui Ye Po's son),
Yeye (Ho Ma's father),
Aunty Salina, Yan Chi (Salina's husband),
Yan Chi's mum, Ka Mei, Lin Zhi Yung,
Ka, Hao, Yuet, Yuen, Heng, Zhong, Chau,
Lin Zhi Sun (Lin B), Kevin, and Kevin's mum.


This was a drama that made me got the feeling of 'missing', especially when it was came to the end. It made me felt and hope that it will not end and the story may be continue or some other conflicts may occur.

The 'Moonlight Resonance' was about a man (Jo Bao) who has an affair with a lady (Yan Hong) who helped him in a mooncake shop. Due to this, the man divorced with her wife (Ho Ma). In addition, the man and the lady made Ho Ma has to choosed between six of her children (Ka, Hao, Yuet, Yuen, Heng, and Zhong) which mean Ho Ma have to choose three of her children to follow Jo Bao and as the result Ka, Yuen and Zhong have to live with Jo Bao. Ah Chao, Yan Hong's daughter are following her mum.

That was the yester days story, now they are all grown up. Ka, work in a marketing company owned by her step mother (Yan Hong)'s friend, Eliza. Later on, due to Ka so addicted in gambling in shares and has sexually harassed her superior, Eliza (KISS), he open his own marketing company.

Hao, working in Ho Ma's biscuit house (a shop who passed to Ho Ma by her father). He designation are a biscuit maker, cashier and distributing the biscuit to others shop. Since childhood, he already fall in love to Chau. However, due to his Jo bao have an affair with Chau's mum, Hao cant be together with Chau. In the story, ther started together, then separate and lastly together. The love story between them really touching.

Yuet, working as a office lady. Then, due to her first BF has run away from a sum of debt, those debtors call to her office and her superior has fired her. Then, when she lost her job, ka invite her to his office to work. After Ka was fired, due to Yuet was bullied by Eliza, Ka helps Yuet to let go the job and work as his assistant in his company. Yuet was in love to Ka.

To be continue............

A'ry @ 2009

The 2009 me is very different from before. I no longer the yesterday A'ry. In this 'COW' year, I'm much more mature in thinking as well as in action. Besides that, I started to understand people feeling. I understand 'them', when they have did something that HURT me a lots. I knew why they did that to me, may be they do not want to hurt me more. I really THANK YOU them. To be continue...................