I' m LOST

I have been walking home for two days. In my journey of walking home, I thought of a lot of things in my life and I felt that I have lost a lot of things too. I lost of self of belonging, I lost financially, I lost my mind and myself.............................I have lost these much............I just wish for one thing, I wish I could lost with a better feeling.

Its all about your CHOICE!

Recently, I felt very upset...............its seem like many unpleasant ocassions happened to me.....warned by university administrator, car accident, friend conflicts, and lossing the sense of belonging within colleagues........not that......envy of people who smarter, richer, happier, friendlier and many more..........
But after a few days of thinking and linking all the unpleasant incidents, i found out one big conclusion or I should says an important and useful conclusion. I realised that, what happened to us or what we envy on others can be view in two perspectives. There are the 'ANGEL' side and 'DEMON' side. I have gone through the 'DEMON' side and yesterday I thought of to switch to the 'ANGEL' side on today. The result I got really amazed me, its really out of my expectation. I found out that I'm much more happier and I'm really enjoyed today with THEM. The things we does and the conversations we spoke throughout the day.